"To make better"

  Many people see the approaching new year as an opportunity to transform into a better version of themselves. But I don't think I need to change myself, I just need to improve who I am.

    There's no new year new me for me, but there are definetly things that I would improve. Like maybe sleeping earlier because I have been sleeping between 10-12 pm. Maybe speaking more at home and spending time with my relatives instead of always using my phone. And most of all definetly improving my choices in life because, well its not that I make bad decisions but most of the time it doesn't go well haha. 

    I also think that I should express my feelings more, show people what I actually feel instead of hiding it. Laugh loud when I actually find something funny without the care of anyone thinking Im lame. Tell people that I don't like what they did and tell them when they are wrong, look them straight to the eyes when they make bad insensitive jokes. And reach to someone when Im sad or depressed instead of just going to bed and thinking it will be eventually be okay in the morning.

    Although this year may not have been the best year of my life, it was undoubtedly one of the wisest I have been. Despite the fact that I made number of poor choices, I am very certain that I also made a lot of great ones. I don't believe that changing who I am is the key to having a wonderful year; rather, I believe that all I need to do is improve myself.